SO PISSED I COULD SPIT!
HOW DARE THEY!
HOW DARE THEY TAKE YOU - STEAL YOU
AFTER THEY NEVER ONCE CARED ABOUT YOU!
NEVER CALLING TO SEE HOW YOU WERE OR EVEN TALK ABOUT THE WEATHER!
NEVER COMING TO SEE YOU!
NEVER IN ALL THESE YEARS!
16 YEARS!
WHO DOES THAT!?!?
EVIL!
UNDERHANDED!
MANIACLE!
GOD HAVE MERCY ON THEIR SOULS!
I CAN'T EVEN SAY THEIR NAMES!
CAN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT THEM!
CAN'T FORGIVE THEM UNDER MY OWN STRENGTH!
I HAVE TO ASK GOD TO HELP ME FORGIVE THEM,
SO THAT I TOO AM NOT SUCKED UNDER BY SATAN,
TO DWELL IN HATRED AND BITTERNESS!
ONLY GOD CAN HELP ME HEAL THIS BITTERNESS I FEEL,
THIS UTTER RAGE!
LORD GOD, PLEASE FORGIVE ME,
AND HELP ME TO DO YOUR WILL,
AND TO FORGIVE THEM. ...

AS THE LORD TEACHES US, ...
BE WISE AS A SERPENT
AND HARMLESS AS A DOVE

I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST THAT STRENGTHENS ME.

I AM LOVED

AMEN