| Still Missed - Still Pissed |
| 2007-03-14 |
Well, it's been almost three months now since my close friend passed away. I keep thinking about her and what happened.
Still missed -
I still see your face as clear as day
still hear your voice
your laugh
wish you were still here
- you move through the rooms of my house and in my mind
I know what you would have said in a given situation
and wish you were here to talk to
and laugh with
your "family" still calls
what the hell do they want???!
they have you - they have everything
- even after they said it was ok, and they would share what meant most
- but no
and now they call - STILL???
WHY?
WHAT FOR!?!?
to get some sort of money??
- some item they forgot when they cleaned out your apartment
under false pretences!?!
They left nothing - NOTHING!
no letters, no pictures, no nick-nacks, no memories
nothing
and still -
they want more
MORE!?!?
what "MORE" is there?!?!?
- only our memories
- of you, -
your face
your voice
your laugh
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Serenity
My heart goes out to you Mary. This post reminded me so much of what happened right before and right after my dad passed away last year. His "other family" tried to take everything and to this day still call just to bother me. The other comments here are exactly right, they can't take the memories and the special place in your heart away no matter how hard they try. I wish you have all of the strength you need to let go and always know that what you carry with you is more valuable than any material items they may have taken.
Mary Mary Quite Contrary
Oh thank you Digital! That means so much more than you know!
Digital Dreams
Her family doesn't have everything. They might have taken "Things" but they can never erase her from your heart oryour memories. She'll always be there, as if sitting on your shoulder and reminding you of her presence when you least expect it. To this day, I hear my mother.. "you only wore this for an hour, why is it in the laundry?" "get inside with just your socks on!" But mostly, I know she's there when my heart is heavy.. nobody can take that.. same as nobody can take your friend from you. They might have the 'things' but you have the best part..the part they'll never have.
Mary Mary Quite Contrary
Thank you friend!
Hardcore_Pyro
My heart hurts for you. Hopefully the anger will pass and the fond memories will continue to stay with you. That's the only thing that they can't take from you. Don't give them the power to control your emotions; their yours to do with want you want. Don't let them cloud up your thinking.......draw from your friends strength and tell the others to kiss your ass.
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